Closure

Silently sipping my bitter black coffee

I feel a strange sense of serenity and safety!

Like I knew this day would come too! Finally!

Stopped looking for answers, closure and validation...

Closure was meant to be an epiphany

Closure was to be unearthed magically

It would pause those trembling hands

It would come and I would know! Sigh!

Closure was not a destination, perhaps it was a serpentine path

A transformative voyage of inner cosm

A languid journey of acceptance

Closure did arrive.....or it didn't? 

Answers, like a curious mawkish child 

I want to know it all? why this? why that? why not? Why me? Why us?

I read all, looked around, heard desperately

Answers never came, Questions failed me...

Validation, Did I do it right?

Justification, I think I did my best

Explaination, You dont know the truth

Realisation, No one cares! 

A hard look in the mirror of my soul

Closure made its appearance

Large blinding Divine walls seen 

It dawned on me, they were not punishing, they were protecting!

Closure gave a hard answer

All accounts closed..can it ever be closed?

And I feel deeply indebted for

The fresh lease of life thats headed

Closure was probably a clock?

Thought to be an end

But it was just the beginning

Its my story to tell I wonder grinning!

PC: R @Shangri la...Serenity